Purple (feat. Dregottheblues)

I used to hop off the L train and Hit the Nuyorican with Steven All that potential I was really tweekin' Spit a verse 'bout How I came up out the dirt And learned my worth Man, them New Yorkers Was really out here sleepin' F*ck it, that kept me breathin' Give a little, get a little Y'all don't hear me speakin' If there's anyone more passionate I'd love to meet him Defeat him I won't allow your complexes to take Away my freedom And if I stand in my own way Its still considered treason Some people straddle the deep end Until they issues deepen Then blame the world for why life has no meaning I get depression is real, but not without a reason Watch your demons start to fade The moment you find something to believe in Satan gone let you rock and you gone Realize you ain't never need him That's real Breathe out Breathe in I still be givin' advice that I never listen to Meditating, man, I'm a different dude Medicating became a ritual I got vices but lets not get into 'em All these lessons I refuse to learn But there still isn't a dollar I refuse to earn My nigga, all money's good money This game's a bitch, but I got used to her She's the reason I got beef with my guy Lucifer We used to be in them streets Screamin' 'f*ck the police' Throwin' fives on some weed We never slept, but we dream I never realized I was suppressing my spirit All that positivity shit Man, I ain't wanna hear it I'm a realist death is comin' And I don't even fear it Shit, it sound like a blessin' With this life I live Cause things been wonky since I gave up All this nice guy shit Man all these nights I spent Developing my voice so I don't live my life silent Cause I'll be damned if I'm governed by some white tyrant Who never seen the hood, but move in just to double the rent You got me fucked up I think I had enough love Because my heart doesn't recover Anywhere as nearly quickly as my trust does Man I think I've got the blues again