Dealing . (feat. RENE HERRERA MUSIC)

(Your not in Control anymore) (Yeah) (I've been done) (Ok) (Done) (Yeah, yeah) Dealing with depression, death is your perspective Put it on y'all, don't let it get the message Youth don't play about their blessings I was Dealing with a lot, i don't play it cool (Cool) I been tryna play it through the pain Y'all don't understand my truth, (Truth) Jesus tryna get me through the- (Through the-) (February) Back then i was dealing with some stuff Back then Man, i really had enough Back then i was trouble with the schools, i was always tryna play it cool When i was Ten, i was dealing with a lot Had a feeling, couldn't even shake it off It was something with my mental, now it's time to get the pencil Had to write was I feeling, never thought i was alone but i was It was only ever me in that cut, scars on my face Had to wipe my own blood Had to wipe my own blood Had to wipe my own blood But Jesus was there Dealing with the pressure, depth is your perspective Put it on gang, don't let it get the message Youth don't play about their blessings I was Dealing with a lot, i don't play it cool (Cool) I been tryna play it through the pain Y'all don't understand my truth, (Truth) Jesus tryna get me through the rain, (Yeah) When I was younger, I wanted to blaze the mic Make it big, by my momma house That was tight, had dreams and visions but they slowly faded Possessive to make it, Yeah my soul I traded Everyone that love me, I pushed away Wouldn't even go home until the 13th day Momma said "You preacher you can't run no more!" Tried running, Yo But they shut that door, was like- I don't wanna deal with it no more I don't wanna deal with the closed doors I don't wanna deal with it no more, I don't want to- I don't wanna deal I'm just tryna- I'm just tryna deal, (Yeah) (Dealing with it) Since when has program dealt with a child? (With a child) Got plenty, they been through it Got trials, maybe you can try and outlast them? Maybe you can blame it on religion? But in the end it's the beauty of it, a beautiful product of a beauty living system Sista, how in the world I'm gonna get through the system? Triple six up in my system, (It's not of you) Triple seven in my holy place, (Fond of you) Looking for Control over my time to view Holy cues, timing's impeccable of a hundred different angles Had the sequence of a movie on the table So sit down bruh, I'm been tryna give out some (Some) Maybe you can give me back, (Back) Some attention I lack, (Lack)