Mudslide .

(Elliahoo, Gah) (We gotta go) (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Speaking of me, man that didn't end well (Okay) Lord I prevail, (Vail) That all of my dead homies had the chance at the topic of hell, (Hell) Danger ain't topic that I been on, lately it's a topic been off, i bit off (Officially, off officially) (Okay, heh) Praying on my downfall, leave me to the snakes, (Snakes) Snake in my garden of eden, Caleb got a raise I been tripping though, I been tripping off a couple drugs I been living off a personal being, calling it "love" Mudslide, from my own Utopia Word to the podium, I had to take a break from the stadium thoughts Big sales from the heart, what a worthy God! Loyalty at its finest, can someone tell me not? Ooh, okay, big deuce At the end of my existence I been looking just for you Love me, not just me but pity is the truth If you doing it for freedom in yourself, you gon' loose It's a mudslide, gotta hold tight Are with me the moment or the long ride? Can I hold on or holding on isn't really safe but I still might? I been leaning on bad side lately Is just me or maybe something else going crazy? I don't- I don't really wanna know if I'm the only one alone Gotta get myself a little bit of little better It is what it is, time don't fix or heal your scars (Yeah) I don't wanna know I don't want to know, know, know, know Know (Yeah) "They'll never wait for you do it yourself", (Do it) Yeah, Is it just me or my money is stacking itself? (Itself? (Yeah) I had some problems, I solved them myself, (Yeah) But Jesus, it's treason he saw me in hell There's whole lotta talk on from the other side Two guys with me in my room, time to pray to Christ Yeah the soul come first, then your heart last Outlast me and MK, it's a head stretch But it's only for the moment, are you chosen to be with us? Take no buts, we take a lot of time (Time) Anytime with the guys, in the ride And a sprite in my left hand, hold up lemme tell you sum' I dipped my feet in murky water, they called me washed Holy water wasn't pardoned but pardon me i'm not a scholar, oh my- Struggled with porn, man it's addiction that we're talking here Looking everywhere but not in the mirror Don't interfere, I haven't been around much love I can barely even describe what it wasn't cause man it's really sucked Then heard about the father hoping he can show me what it is "Love or lust, please pick son cause none will coexist" I said "that's perplexing", while understanding I'm doing wrong He understood that I was understanding but still involved Bad company's what I thought I needed until he opened up my eyes seen that I was extremely conflicted It struck even harder when I relaxed and relapsed, same sin but different daughters The same sin as the last one, neither is greater then the other but I think I might've missed one Hold on please, I think I'm ready to be a new center piece so- It's a mudslide, gotta hold tight, (Tight) Are with me the moment or the long ride? Can I hold on or holding on isn't really safe but I still might? I been leaning on bad side lately Is just me or maybe something else going crazy? I don't- I don't really wanna know if I'm the only one alone Gotta get myself a little bit of little better (Soul) It is what it is, time don't fix or heal your scars (Yeah) The reason for those two going together Is that it's been found that to get a dissociative identity disorder, the extreme end You've have to had had a disorganized attachment Uh, followed by whatever the trauma was