I Tried

It seem impossible to show you that I love you, but I'm trying to Yeah, I told you I got hoes, at least I never lie to you You messin' with these lil' boys, and I know they just an obstacle Heard you got you a couple of toys, but I know none of them as valuable as me You said I'm all you need, but messin' with the team You said you love me, but told lil' bro the same thing You be on the phone with him, but when I call you, you let it ring Said you would mess with him, look on his page, you under his wing Intuition was telling me? But I ain't wanna hear a thing Think of you before I sleep, you bring the nightmares to my dreams Say you loyal to me, clearly you don't know what it mean Swear I wasn't looking for shit, all the answers just came to me I was praying for clarity, I ain't understand a thing Do you still love me, cause it just don't feel the same I swear love such a struggle, shit would drive you insane Heart drowning in the gutta, it feel like everyday rain And I really need a drain, my heart been full of pain Thoughts running through my brain, and I really feel the a shame And I been switching lanes, tryna ease up all the pain If you really miss your boy, come see me now Girl, I know I wasn't ready, but I'm ready now Aye come with me, let's get something to eat, let's chow it down And if I see you ain't feeling me, I'ma shut it down, time and time again Try to keep you in my life, but it just ain't working right But at least I tried, at least a nigga tried though Who the hell these new niggas is? I ain't never seen them then I know what the hell they on, they just tryna dig up in They coming around now, but ain't looking for too many friends Focus on my goals now, ain't got no more to distractions But I wanna love again, but scared to love again Feel like destruction, too many times I done lost Sleep can barely function, can't have a regular conversation Without you fussin, but I won't ever lose Do what you do end of discussion You stay talking to your friends, the hell is that They got you thinking I'm supposed to kiss your ass Why can't it just be us without no strings attached But at least I tried I was attached to your soul, where the hell it go Like I met an imposter, or a alter ego Got my heart in your pocket, but that's not where it go though Just make sure you lock it, throw away the key though I know it's toxic, but I wanna love you And I know it's toxic, but I wanna love you Time and time again, try to keep you in my life though But it just ain't working right though But at least I tried though But at least I tried though