Of Love Then Deceit

[Shouts: Haamoon] Why didn't you tell Your secrets in there It seems I was fool My unfaithful one Come closer to walk I'm blinding by lights Just take me beyond And so far away These so darkened gardens Are dreaming the spring That had frozen well Of love then deceit Why did you leave That peace now disease Out there was none When someone was here And when did you froze The ending was near You burned all we had And all that we willed Then let them to do Whatever with me My gardens have sold As you set them free [Speech: Emerna] Just ask me who I was to hear my screams And tell me no more of me and whatever unreal I'd let you come in but you were never here And truly we had no love but a beautiful deceit I ask what are you and I hear the silence I was blind and could not see you were never real It seems we were never stand to be divided now And I suppose it's just another kind of a dream Have you ever thought what happened to me then I fell in absence of myself now I'm lost and forgotten I've found visions of many things that never have been Adrift in memories and your specter behind me Deviated I embraced my tortured body and would nothing In desire of someone I never wish to becomes real I preferred to change my life and finally I think it's done But I don't believe in love again I want some god to loves me