Lost in my thoughts

Yeah It dark in here Oh my God Where am I? 99% of my life I've been chasing the Bag Can't think about nothing I'm tryna gets the racks bruh No games put my strength together Face my fears In every situation I come first and I'm gonn be proud of myself The shit put me in Journey of a Thousand milesyou know Aint tryna waste no time it for the Survivals R I P to every single soul we lost On This fuckin road We hope to see y'all again but you Ain't coming home Funny nobody give a damn about Any shit you go through Nobody give a damn bout you I go through depression every night And get to a point I was lost in my Thoughts Found myself lost in my own world I'm in somewhere different from Y'all It dark looking for a way out Cant stop thinking I need me some Therapy I got stucked in anxiety With all this hardships I better go get the fortune Youngin with a grow ass man Problem Still figuring out on how to solve Em I never wished for it Not born with a silver spoon And let assumeI was opportune I won't keep breaking new obstacle I'm tryna make it out of the storm Climbing Crawling Stretching out to The top Grip the slippery rocks Feeding the street like it was my job Ain't no way I'm not giving up on My dreams I'm covered up The lord showered his mercies On me I'm huntin for success and If the road is roughit ain't blockin My progress I was silent a long time ago but It bout time I break the silence They said In the beginning was the Word and the word was with God And the word was God He said the word do it then I put it On me Can't trust this bitches I rather move from rags to riches Be undefeated win the case Shoutout to my God He make no mistakes Everytime I cry so bad with my Pretty face and my lyrics note get Wet So many circumstances I struggle With ain't nobody can't understand It Sometimes I'm good Sometimes I'm bad That's the way I am I'm takin my time to Learn from my past So I won't f*ck up myself Remember I was in my lowest I couldn't get the daily bread This shit put into many stress So many crazy thoughts got me Depressed Completely set me apart from the Rest F*ck all my opps I get the bag Instead Yes I chase out for the goddamn bag You never gonn catch me lacking F*ck what you talkin bout You never gonn track me I came from the slam I mean I was in my lowest form The shit was given to me It a gift granted from God I better excel in what I strived for That all I ask for dawg Y'all wann put me in a position Where I was gonn fall But I told my nigg We gonn ball