Grannys Porch

Theytalkingthat mess but theywannabe friends It'susuallythe fake ones that try to fit in I'mtakingthis solo so just be a fan I wasraisedto keepfightingit won't ever end It's all in my mind and I know that I can Lilniyndacut I'm justtrynnamake bands I do what I want Neverfollowthe trends You do what you see So don't try to pretend They gave me the key Itriedletting y'all in Y'all didn'tbelieveme I'mworkingso hardcauseI know it ain't easy I know that y'all madcauseyoucouldnever be me Y'alltalkingbout chains I don't care bout no vv I justwannasee my face up on that tv Don't make noexcusesI don't want to hear it Y'all say I'mconfusingwell let me be clear Ipromisedmypeersthat I won't ever fear Even theblindcanfollowthe signs I know it take time but I'mtellingmy story I want tothankgod for thisbeautifulglory Mymommawas hurting Mydaddywas scared I wastwistingandturningallnightin the bed Andthesethoughts keptlingeringaround in my head I hope that youunderstandwhat I just said It was time for a change So I did what I can I justworkedon my game and theyfollowedthe plan Iwannabe different I need that attention I took all mytalentsandstartedprogressing Ilearnedall my lessons Tonevergive up Or ever letsomeonedrinkouttamy cup They say it was luck That I did what I did So I'mtakingit personal This my revenge I know what I did and ill do It again You know what you said but won't say it again I'mknockingdownwallswith the bare of my hands The way that I'mfeelingyou won't understand I had to go get It Y'all hate that I did it Don'tworryIstillgot someunfinishedbusiness They say I was chosen I know I was hoping I'mrubbingmytalentinfaceslike lotion The way that I'mmovingyou'llthinkof the ocean You hop on the waves And I move by myself At the age of 13 I ain't ask for no help Except from my family They are my everything Made me feel like I wasgreatto do anything Plenty ofpeoplewashatingfor nothing I knew It was coming Ineededsome guidance Ineededsomebody to tell me I got it Ifightfor my city I know that they with me I left all myhomiesthatthoughtthey were silly Theyaskingme why did Ichangeand act different Mystoryisbiggerthan justmakingmillions I wantthingsto change Cause It don't feel the same Irememberthose days when I took all the blame Now thetableshave turned And I don't feel the pain I wasgiventheoptionto take a new lane Now I'mwaitingforpeopletospeakon my name They say that I'm strange Theythinkthat I'm weird At the end of the day I'm the one who they feared I made my self clear Iviewedall my options Now that I'mbiggerandbetterand popping I'mmakingdeposits I know when I hop out Thepeoplego crazy No morebeinglazy I know y'all was waiting But let me get back to what I was just saying Theytalkingthat mess but theywannabe friends It'susuallythe fake ones that try to fit in I'mtakingthis solo so just be a fan I wasraisedto keepfightingit won't ever end It's all in my mind and I know that I can Lilniyndacut I'm justtrynnamake bands I do what I want Neverfollowthe trends You do what you see So don't try to pretend