Apologies

The way you apologized It came straight from the heart I thought it was all a lie So I kept you in the dark All that's left is a lullaby Never got to say goodbye So I guess I apologize For never speaking my mind Not sure what's gonna happen next Looks like there's nothing left From what we had before But how the hell could I tell I've had this tunnel vision for so long I don't even answer calls from my mom I'm not as strong as I thought I was And it's not like this is anonymous No , I'm doin it the right way this time And I'm still stayin' up past midnight But the energy flows and it's like Super heavy but the music makes the weight light Like when you're taking your boots off After working in the mud Or like when you're putting your clothes on After fucking someone you don't love The way you apologized It came straight from the heart I thought it was all a lie So I kept you in the dark All that's left is a lullaby Never got to say goodbye So I guess I apologize For never speaking my mind