Lia Fail

'Can't make you stay. What else can I say? I'll be ok. No time. No warning signs. No closure. Emotional exposure. Rewind. No, nevermind. It's over. I lost all my composure. Was it worth it anyway!? 'Can't make you stay. What else can I say? I'll be ok. 'Try to get a grasp on mental health. I never thought I could be so unwell. You're the one that put the thought in my fucking ears. I just want to get the hell out of here! I just want to be happy! I just want to be happy! 'Can't seem to get myself to get you out of my head again. 'Not enough substances to make me feel alright right now and I can't help but dwell on the past anymore. I just need a little bit of instant gratification. I just need something that kills all my expectations. So what's the resolution? I can't keep holding on to this now. What's the resolution? I can't keep holding on now. Remember when you said we'd get through this? I almost believed you. I almost believed. I almost believed. Why couldn't you see? Why couldn't you see? Why couldn't you see? Why couldn't you see? Why couldn't you stay? Why couldn't you stay? I'm ending it today I won't stay I won't stay unhappy. I won't stay I won't stay Unhappy. This is not what I had in mind for me! This is not ideal! I'm bringing back the hope. Let go of my brain! I'll never feel the same!