chasing bliss

Looking back now I knew it Would end I could never stop running all I Did was pretend that Everything was fine and there Was nothing to mend I need a godsend baby cause I'm Out of my head If I knew things would end like This I wouldn't spend spare time Smoking, Chasing bliss A quick cover-up bowl To make the pain go But how can I grow When I'm numbing it? I know what you would say "I'm better off without you" But what if you had stayed? Maybe our dreams would've Come true I'm dancing in the rain I wish I could see you again My mind's playing tricks on me I thought we were meant to be Now that we're history I'd do it again Nowadays holding onto Nothing but fear Praying one second it would Just disappear Dark thoughts been caving my Mind in for years Didn't think that I was ever Gonna make it to here If I knew things would end like This I wouldn't spend spare time Smoking, Chasing bliss A quick cover-up bowl To make the pain go But how can I grow When I'm numbing it? I'm dancing in the rain I wish I could see you again My mind's playing tricks on me I thought we were meant to be Now that we're history I'd do it again