Ruin My Life (Voice in the Wind)

I see that mountain Through the corner of my eye I went there to climb it Petrified to reach that high Why don't You're always watching Come get lost with me this time You're always watching Come get lost with me this time The sun sets over the mountain When it ends I'll feel my body weaken (get swept by) In the wind And when night comes my way I gotta sleep in the bed I made I'm trying to break out this cage I built for myself I think I'm going mad And I don't wanna fall asleep Cause there's things here that trick the weak No the darkness won't take me I'll climb that mountain If it ruins my life I threw my clothes into the river Said I'm done with fun I'm sat at the bottom of the mountain Trying to get over one I looked for something on this mountain But I can't find someone I always wanted to get older But now life's not so fun To care about the path I'm taking And not the mess I made Oh I'm trying to build a house With a bucket and spade And the skies are getting darker Day to day I know I should've thought of running but its far too late And when night comes my way I gotta sleep in the bed I made I'm trying to break out this cage I built for myself I think I'm going mad And I don't wanna fall asleep Cause there's things here that trick the weak No the darkness won't take me I'll climb that mountain If it ruins my life If it ruins my life If it ruins my life If it ruins my life