6 years later (still not over u) (Sped Up)

Why'd you have to f*ck me up, you knew i'd never heal From all the plans that you said we'd make happen I just know you're out there laughing, told me that I was the one Said I was gonna be the guy you'd run away with, leave the sadness Light it up and burn to ashes I didn't even like you in the first place Yet i'm the one who's sitting in the worst place I'd finally hit a spot where I was first place But now i'm bleeding with the lights on, you were no one to rely on You're the person that I feel for, you're in my veins But you snuck into my heart, now i'm fucking insane You kept pushing me away when it was only us two Now it's 6 years later and i'm still not over you And i'm still not over you Times are rough, i'm older yet I can't help getting colder So fixated on what money buys me but can't keep a friend beside me Always stressin bout the things that never fucking matter But I know it all comes back to you, just screwed up all I ever knew I didn't even like you in the first place Yet i'm the one who's sitting in the worst place I'd finally hit a spot where I was first place But now i'm bleeding with the lights on, you were no one to rely on You're the person that I feel for you're in my veins But you snuck into my heart, now i'm fucking insane You kept pushing me away when it was only us two Now it's 6 years later and i'm still not over you And i'm still not over you