Behind Closed Doors

Mom I can't walkanymoreI can't breathe I gotbloodall up inmouthand on the sheets It's hard to sit up mom I feel so weak Imma take you to thehospitallater this week Didn't end upgoingcuz the next day I felt fine Datts what I said to momtriedto hide them signs One day Ipassedout Whiletakingthetrashout Nobody was home man I woke up andspazzedout 911ambulanceI need ya Wanna call my mom cuz Ireallyneeded ha Didn'twannaget herscaredfromresultsI get So I didn't saynothingman I kept mymouthzipped I'm in theERand theyputtingthemneedlesin Thedoctorcame up and I saw so much fear in him He said you're 18somethinglike thisshouldnever Happen Asher are youstressedorgoingthroughthingsTraumatic I said no Lying but I'mreadyto go He saystheremore test sir Ithinkyoushouldknow We'recheckingallmannersfrom your head to your Toe And ifthingscome back fine then you can hit da Road I'mwaitingon the bed bodyfilledwith pain Aniggawasdozingoff til Iheardmy name Iheardlaughter Whispers andchitterchatter Devil saidsmilebaby come on what's the matter Doctor took a look at me in atragicmanner Asher man imsorrybut you haveLymphaticCancer Whoaa