Going Still...

And I'm crying out for help inside Don't know what's right And I'm crying Yeah, I'm crying (And I'm going still) Most people think this IG shit we glued to our devices And we wasting out our lives against the knowledge and divine These cellular devices made made me surprised bout myself That so much that we be hiding in the real world just divided Things guided me to know that I'm not alone There's some out there for the people they're boring They too got stories, the memories hoarded But, they don't get the light of glory, but they're hoping The hill was too steep in the real one Am I the only one, surrounded but lonely Some people don't understand how I get too dramatic Emotionally frantic, but you can't tell out in this world They doubt are you tough, with the crowd I'm stuck Absurd I don't talk that much, then I Start comes a polite shut up And I'm going still (I'm all alone!) Keep on walking looking up my time is up I wasted all my life and now I see my life's a dub (Now see me go!) I've been walkin down my story, and everything is blurry Memories and destiny are gone in being the best to be Yeah, I've been crying out for help inside Don't know what's right (Don't know what's right) Yeah, I'm crying Yeah, I'm crying Holding back, different days, but I'm sure they tell me that I'm sure they cry for what they never had I'm sure they make you swallow all the pride you ever had I'm sure they'll they drop a flower on your grave, cause life aint that But I say what you never say, cause i'm the one who's praying "god just end me", night And Day "I cannot deal with pulverizing demons and the masquerades" Livin' off the edge ain't just a hand grenade It's way butter than asking god, "Take me away" "So, why you living life with a mask in hand?" "Cause they don't understand, so i'm through Breaking all the bonds, let the chains collapse, here i'm finding myself, and I'm Ridin' on a high horse, you see, no need of your care or you sympathies I'm breaking all my limits, I guess it safe to see" (As I'm going still) As I'm going still