Addicted to Sadness

Think I'm addicted to sadness wherever I go They tell me I should be happy Oh I just don't know Maybe it's not such a bad thing Getting caught up in the overflow Think I'm addicted to sadness Oh I just don't know And I wanted to tell you What I have to say But I can't get those stupid words Out of my brain Cuz' I find magic Oh I find magic in misery A recurring cycle no it's not new to me Think I'm addicted to sadness You say I was happy back then In the heat of the summer while we played pretend Oh but all your words don't mean a thing I just wanted to feel something Think I'm addicted to sadness wherever I go They tell me I should be happy Oh I just don't know