Anxiety

Maybe I haveanxietybecause I ruinotherpeople and the planet Maybe it’s why I’m soupsetwhy Ialwaysfeeloutsideof my element Maybe I feel thebutterflyeffect of thepeopleIaffectby what I own I know that it’swrongbut I keep buying Theproductsthechainis supplying Ireachfor thepillsbecause myhearthas had too much I know that it’swrongbut I keep buying Theproductsthechainis supplying Ireachfor thepillsbecause my head has had too much Maybe I gotdepressionbecauseeverythingI eat istoxicMaybe I feel thepressureof the war that’s so far fromwhereI call home Maybe I havedepressionbecause I buyeverythingthat I am sold Iwannaget up and quitwatchingTVI can’tpressoff on theremoteI know that it’swrongbut I keep buying Theproductsthechainis supplying Ireachfor thepillsbecause myhearthas had too much I know that it’swrongbut I keep buying Theproductsthechainis supplying Ireachfor thepillsbecause my head has had too much Ithinkit’s not that important I act like it doesn’t even matter There’s so much I don’twannafeelresponsiblefor I have thechoicetoignoreit I don’t have toexploreit Ultimately it is out of mycontrolWhyshouldI even try Icannotchange the world Maybe I haveanxietybecause I’mhorribleat communication Maybe Ishouldof saidsomethinginstead oflettingit all blow up Maybe I have arightto be just asupsetas Ireallyam Advertisers are sotrickytheystartedtargeting mebeforeI was born Theypoisonme withtheirdiapers andpowderand oil I know that it’swrongbut I keep buying Theproductsthechainis supplying Ireachfor thepillsbecause myhearthas had too much I know that it’swrongbut I can’t help it Howevergoodsget to me I will put up with it Ireachfor thepillsbecause my head has had too much Maybe I gotanxietybecauseeverythingI love is plastic If there’s ever a fireeverythingI lovewouldmelt away