Bad for me

Drive home quiet, all alone with my eyes glued straight to the dash All my energy has been spent Replaying conversations again You'll say lines, I'll read between them The small things get to me fast You call my phone as soon as I left I see your name and lose all my sense How come every time I get clean then you find me weak? We try again, stuck on repeat Always the same thing I wish I didn't care so much Play if off like lol, so what You benefit off my mentality Cause I keep coming back when I know you're bad for me I wish I didn't care so much Play it off like lol, so what You benefit off my mentality Cause I keep coming back when I know you're bad for me Can't stay living in the moment You cross my mind and I'm preoccupied You're in my head when I try to sleep In bed at 10 but up until 3 Well, look what you made of me I'm my own enemy Break down so easily Don't need a cut to bleed Why can't you leave me alone? I blame myself cause I can't let go Every time I get clean Then you find me weak We try again, stuck on repeat Always the same thing I wish I didn't care so much Play if off like lol, so what You benefit off my mentality Cause I keep coming back when I know you're bad for me I wish I didn't care so much Play it off like lol, so what You benefit off my mentality Cause I keep coming back when I know you're bad for me Left you on read Thought I couldn't I thought that I'd pick up for second But then I never did You never saw it coming And I've never been the type for ghosting You've been telling me that I'm passive You can tell your friends you think I'm overreacting Imma about to block you and split I'm all out of patience Overdue for calling it quits I wish I didn't care so much Play if off like lol, so what You benefit off my mentality Cause I keep coming back when I know you're bad for me I wish I didn't care so much Play it off like lol, so what You benefit off my mentality Cause I keep coming back when I know you're bad for me I wish I didn't care so much I wish I didn't care so much I wish I didn't care