Before I Lose

Increase exposure And watch how the lines blur On the film behind my eyes There's nothing precious About my obsessions Just need some balance in my life I don't want to Misdiagnose My introverted Dopamine overdose I just think I might need a break From my phone Before I lose My cool Before I loosen My grip Before I forget My composure Before I lose My mind Before I trip It takes talent To maintain a balance But who's got time for maintenance Strung out on pressure And socially exhausted Default to self mis-medicate There's nothing special About my depression Just an addiction to the stimulant I don't want to Miscalculate My delicate fragile Mental state I just think I might need My phone to break Before I lose My cool Before I loosen My grip Before I forget My composure Before I lose My mind Before I trip Before I lose My cool Before I loosen My grip Before I forget My composure Before I lose My mind Before I trip Before I lose My mind Before I trip