Anxious Thoughts

I can't sleep I can't eat I can't walk I can't talk I can't be I can't see I can'tbreathlike at all I can't live I can't love I need all the above I get lost in the clouds I hate what I've become I can't sleep I can't eat I can't walk I can't talk I can't be I can't see I can'tbreathlike at all I can't live I can't love I need all the above I get lost in the clouds I hate what I've become So muchdamageit caused Wait hold on take a pause Please don't leave, I can't breath I can't hear the applause On my knees,mommaplease Tellthesevoices to stop Myanxietythoughts Brought mestraightto my box I just toss and I turn Watchthesememories burn I feeltrappedin a box I'm just waitin' my turn And you'rehappyI'm sure When you're free like a bird Where you been so I heard And I'mstuckin the dirt LikeSeptemberI fall Not a text not a call Not a hey yo you good? Likeforgetme at all Like forget, I regret The last time that I called Iforgetyour fragrance AndIntentafter all And Ipracticallyshowed you How much I can feel AndsometimesI'm afraid If i'm keepin' it real Istickto the steel Always spinnin' the wheel I don'ttrustmyself If I'm keepin' it real Man Iblabbertoo often I slur when I'm talkin' I keephavingdreams Wakin' up in a coffin Idreamthese too often Thereaperkeep knockin' I keepcallingback But mycallsthey keep droppin' Ijumpedin the ocean To see if Iwoulddrown No movement, no sound Nowhere to be found I sink, I can't swim And I know I can't win So I'mheadedto church Hope theyclearall my sins Cus Itriedmoving on But It's not who I am And I can't just pretend Like Istillunderstand Cus I hold on so tight Iforgetwho I am But Istickto the script Like it's part of the plan I can't sleep I can't eat I can't walk I can't talk I can't be I can't see I can'tbreathlike at all I can't live I can't love I need all the above I get lost in the clouds I hate what I've become I can't sleep I can't eat I can't walk I can't talk I can't be I can't see I can'tbreathlike at all I can't live I can't love I need all the above I get lost in the clouds I hate what I've become