Suffocated

For your love I havesufferedand suffocated, Ooh And for your touch I havestifledthe fire in me I know that I can't fall down this hill again Or try to soak it all up with a pill again Andeverytime that you call I get athrillbut then I'mhittingthe wall,neverpick up a pen anymore I'm tooobsessedwithgettingthrough your walls But I can't let it go on muchlongerthis way I know it's not my own one Cause I wentvirala yearbeforethe pandemic But when itcomesto the metrics, I fell off, Listen, I get it But myversatilitynever been soeagerto run free I need to face-off with my demons Need tobreatheand feed the beast But oh, when you'recloseto me I getcaughtup so easily, baby You're just tooprettyto be ignored I know you are not my own For your love I havesufferedand suffocated, Ooh And for your touch I havestifledthe fire in me This isn't evenaboutusgettingfamous It'saboutmaintaining theflamethat you came into thisplacewith Andsuffocationis a sure-fire way to f*ck up a spark Andsummonthe dark andcovertheheartin theshadeof love Enough of this shit is enough So take your life back, Nyxxie, f*ck Cause you beensittingon the sidelines Trynathinkofsnidelines Writing just to find that this shit's tough Causesometimesit isn'tsunshineand roses And the fun itkindagoes out of the window Orcloseenough It hits the wall with all theforceof your punch You'refeelingsick like youcouldspit with all theforceof your lunch, Uh But no one'sforcingyou toforceyourself, hun You'regettingbored and so youthinkyou need to pouryourselfone, Ahh But you'll be back in the sun soon And you can giveyourselflove, too For your love I havesufferedand suffocated, Ooh And for your touch I havestifledthe fire in me For your love I havesufferedand suffocated, Ooh And for your touch I havestifledthe star Icouldbe Starsshinejust for me Theyneverleave me Love is the melody Sang from them to me Starsshinejust for me Theyneverleave me Love is the melody Sang from them to me For your love I havesufferedand suffocated, Ooh And for your touch I havestifledthe fire in me For your love I havesufferedand suffocated, Ooh And for your touch I havestifledthe fire in me