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I ask 'when does it end?' You slammed the door and locked the car and took the keys I made amends You say 'it never ends' Now I'm afraid of mistakes I've made It all feels the same from when I was fifteen Now it's homemade, the poison I spit No one could deny the shame that's laced in all the lips I kiss I can't fight it I promise I'm trying, it's all that I got I know that pain's a hopeless way to say 'It's okay, it's okay' I ask 'who sent this text?' You break the news, you're walking out 'cause I'm so crazy and a liar You say 'we're leaving now' Now I'm afraid of mistakes I've made Nothing feels the same from when I was fifteen Now it's homemade, the poison I spit No one could deny the shame that's wrapped in all the lips I kiss Break down fighting I promise I'm tired but I just woke up I know the guilt doesn't stay with you It's okay, it's okay