second hand high

I'm itchin' for aquickfix Should've left yournumberblocked Butsomethingcoming over me Has got mystupidphone unlocked I wake up half down the hallway Socks on hardwood,hoodieon Leave mypridetucked in the sheets Myfriendswillneverknow I'm gone I wish I had the wherewithal Tostickit out when I get withdrawals I know it's wise to stop But I don'twannasober up Sober up, I don'twannasober up Settle for asecondhand high Diluted adrenaline No I'mneversatisfied He's amodelwith an ugly heart Tightwhitet-shirt,triesso hard And inthosesilver eyes He'lltwisttheknifeinto my heart At themercyof acheaprosé Love the burn, I hate the taste I need achaserfor the truth That I hatemyselfwith you Youbreatheme in andsmokeme out Avoicelikehoneypouring out Ithinkit's wise to stop But it's too late tosoberup Sober up, it's too late tosoberup Settle for asecondhand high Diluted adrenaline No I'mneversatisfied Settle for asecondhand high Diluted adrenaline Thisfeelingwillneverbe mine You use me recreationally Andleaveme in yourcottonsheets While I'mstilltrying to get myheartto beat Tracingcracksin yourbustedceiling Pushing down all thecracksI'm feeling Broken, it's unspoken, my devotion To yoursecondhand high Yoursecondhand high So IguessI'llsettlefor asecondhand high Settle for asecondhand high Diluted adrenaline No I'mneversatisfied Satisfied Settle for asecondhand high Diluted adrenaline Thisfeelingwillneverbe mine