Again

I don'tsleepwellanymoreMyheartisachingand mychestis sore Myveinsarefilledwithmedicineand mybloodis thin Sweat andtearsareleakingout of my skin This can't be living Ipaintedmyceilingalightblue Cause Iheardthat thecolorgraybringson a bad moon Myelectricbillkeepsgoing upcauseI made my own sun Out oflightbulbs and lampshadesto make me feelsomethinggood Something good Cut my haircausemyshouldersfelt so heavy Turned mybasementinto a sanctuary Sold my clothes,startedtherapy Changed my name,forgotmymemoriesNow I'm ablankpage,rewritinghistory And all Iwannado All Iwannado isdanceagain All Iwannado is feel again All Iwannado isbreatheagain And again, and again, and again I told my bestfriendabout my head She didn'tblameme, justlistenedto what I said IthoughtI'd make hernervousand I'dscareher away But she said, "Babe, you'rechangingand it's okay if thatfeelsstrange" It'll be okay Cut my haircausemyshouldersfelt so heavy Turned mybasementinto asanctuarySold my clothes,startedtherapy Changed my name,forgotmymemoriesNow I'm ablankpage,rewritinghistory And all Iwannado All Iwannado isdanceagain All Iwannado is feel again All Iwannado isbreatheagain And again, and again, and again All Iwannado isdanceagain All Iwannado is feel again All Iwannado isbreatheagain And again, and again, and again All, all I wanna All, all Iwannado All, all I wanna All, all Iwannado All, all I wanna All, all Iwannado All, all I wanna All, all Iwannado