if the shoe fits

Visions on visions Have clouded the ceilings On the inside of my eyes Constantly dreaming of Where we could be if We hadn't gone outside Sheltered and needed, The world at our feet And playing paradise Content with our secrets Watching the sheep dancing Struggling for our pride I hope that it was worth it Finding joy in losing purpose Stepping over all those bruises Denying what your truth is If no ones ever told you But you feel it's about you I promise you I don't miss You're hurting cause the shoe fits I see you, I need you, I miss you Defeated, cause I can't find the words To tell you I don't feel the way That I used to Each foot in different worlds And maybe I'm wrong, Maybe I'm right All that I know is All that I knew I had to fight You think that you deserve it, Success equates to worth it, And if it's not achievement You wonder, what's your reason If no ones ever told you, But you feel like it's about you I promise you I don't miss You're hurting cause the shoe fits When all you know Is everything you're told to be But all you are Is everything, You're meant to be For a minute it was worth it, Finding joy in losing purpose Stepping over all those bruises Denying what my truth is But if it's not achievement I'm tryna find my reason Even if it don't fit Everything I once did