Abject Fear

Aweddingdressadriftin acavernof regret She says if this is love then I haven't felt it yet All of thisthreshingleaves you worn out in your corpse Aquietsufferingagainstthe fear ofbecomingunmoored And I know Itnevershows It's such a drag toalwaysshoulder what you lack Half-finishedstoriesin the clawmarkson your back Thiseffusivegravityhollowsout your core But itquillsthevertigothatterrifiesyou more And I know Itnevershowsthoserepresseddrovesoftangledfear Do you hold it dear Do you hold it dear? Fledglingagainyoualwaysend upwhereyou start Thedifferentpossible ways that youmightmutilate your heart Load down theballastuntil itdragsdown the ship Turbulence in thisgrandocean of shit And I know Itnevershowselectrifiedinabjectfear It's one way to die It's one way to die it's one way to die It's one way to die It's one way to dieelectrifiedinabjectfear Do you hold it dear?