I shouldn't have

Have hurt been hurt a couple million times Up above he makes sure I don't kill the drive Seriously I'm done keeping it alive Saying goodbye to you left me dead inside But who the f*ck are we to choose If fate only wants us to lose I shouldn't have gone out of my ways To love you all these nights n all these days I shouldn't have given you my heart Despite knowing you were heartless Knew you were an animal inside Don't you think you fool me with that pretty disguise Thought I could tame you and simply defy What's written in my fate my heart's demise But who the f*ck are we to choose If every time I love I tend to lose I shouldn't have gone out of my ways To love you all these nights n all these days I shouldn't have given you my heart Despite knowing you were heartless Your calm got my chaotic heart luring Didn't know underneath a storm was brewing You laughed me at nadir begging for curing Should've know my place in your filthy heart was renewing I should've known Your calm got my chaotic heart luring Didn't know underneath a storm was brewing You laughed me at nadir begging for curing Should've know my place in your filthy heart was renewing. Tried to replace you just to realize I've lost the ability to habitualise When with you my mind and soul is vilified Even without you I am way too traumatized I shouldn't have gone out of my ways To love you all these nights n all these days I shouldn't have given you my heart Despite knowing you were so heart I shouldn't have gone out of my ways To love you dawn till dusk for all these days I shouldn't have given you my heart Despite knowing you were so heartless I shouldn't have gone out of my ways To love you dawn till dusk for all these days I shouldn't have given you my heart Despite knowing you were so heart- heartless But who the f*ck are we to choose If fate only wants us to lose