Twenty Nineteen

I lost twoclosefriends in the span of the pandemic Idrinka lot ofalcoholand I can't quit Every time I call you I wish I didn't Twentynineteenwas the last time I lived I used to give a shitaboutmy reputation Now I'm on a high that I just keep chasing Every time I call you I know its amistakeand Twentynineteenwas like my Favorite And now I hate it here it's been Threefuckingyears and its only gotten Weirder Save me I needsomeonehere To hold mewhileI die Towatchme disappear Ifuckinghate it letsremakeit Iwannatake itbreakitspreadit on my face And if I don't get my way then I'mgonnafucking rage Make me Iwannasee youfuckingtry youlittlebaby I beenfeelingangrylatelythink I'mgoingcrazy Twentynineteenwas the last time I felt Sane And now I hate it here it's been Threefuckingyears and its only gotten Weirder Save me I needsomeonehere To hold mewhileI die Towatchme disappear Bury me withstonesin a time capsule Cover me withrocksand roots Don't wake me up till the sun explodes Leave measleepin my tomb