Message In Blood

My mind teeters on the edge of abyss it's like Why does my brain do me like this it's like Neurons firing all the wrong things Its got me feeling like I hate myself and everything The doctor says I need therapy The therapist says psychiatry Psychiatrist gives me the meds to heal But nothing seems to change the way I feel Why do I fail and waste all my time My thoughts are unwell where is my peace of mind Message in blood letters of love Method to undo all the things that I've done Bread I partake wine that I drink Removing the dark from the way that I think Nothing to see here just going insane it's like Mental disease is eating my brain it's like Hard to escape negativity When I'm my own worst enemy The doctor says I need therapy The therapist says psychiatry Psychiatrist gives me the meds to heal But nothing seems to change the way I feel See the happy little boy in his happy little world With his happy little house and his happy little girl It makes me so sick cuz I want to be my best But my head is full of voices that won't give me rest Hold on just a minute Give it up give it up I'm feeling something different Give it up give it up Enough is enough Give it up give it up I told you to shut up Message in blood letters of love Method to undo all the things that I've done Bread I partake wine that I drink Removing the dark from the way that I think Enough Shut up Enough Give it up give it up Shut up Give it up