Alone

Find mymeaningin thehandsof a Father Fighting mydepressionif I win it's a slaughter Wanna gosomewherewanna be someone My life feelprettyempty and I lost my love Like I left my throne, I left my peace Distractions were too many so Iemptiedthese Found the well goesdeeperbut thewaterscease Scrapingbarrelsfor mymeaningso I'mmovingeast Slapping on thebandagewhen I'm all alone People make itbetterbut it only grows Makinglistsof all thethingsthat I can't atone Ifforgivenessis afeelingthen I'm in theapatheticzone I'mlivinglike a pauper I'mfillingup my coffers I'mdrinkingdirty water I'mstarvingfor an author You can feelalonewhen you're not alone And you can fake asmilewhen you're not alone You can feelalonewhen you're not alone And you can fake asmilewhen you're not alone You can feelalonewhen you're not alone And you can fake asmilewhen you're not alone I had afriendnamed Nischaal, he took his life now he's gone Ithinkof himsometimesandwondermaybe if I'd listened Maybe he'd be here with me and wecouldshare a vision Maybe he'd be here and then I wouldn't have to miss him Friends are afunnything oneminutethey'rerightnext to you Nextminutethey're gone and you do not know what to do Last time wetalkedyou weredatingthat girl Funny how the timefliesI haven'theardfrom Missing all thepeoplethat havefadedaway Maybe we'llcrosspaths and I'll see them some day From the Josh's and the Bill's and the Jeremy's and Jess's Iwantedthem to know that I didn'tforget'em IguessI'veneverreally been all alone I've got a lot offriendsand they hold me close But then you can feelalonewhen you're not alone And you can fake asmilewhen you're not alone You can feelalonewhen you're not alone And you can fake asmilewhen you're not alone You can feelalonewhen you're not alone And you can fake asmilewhen you're not alone