Lost Pt. 2

I'm lost on the road Don't know where to go I'm tryna find my heart And tryna find my soul Realty switching Times is glitching Holes in my heart I don't know What I'm missing I feel I'm trapped in my mind Like a bad dream Like a nightmare Buts it's in reality Looking at the messages on my phone Left on read I pour my heart out It seems I'm left on dead You lied to me Saying that you care for me No Tory lanez But I guess the jokes all on me Why can't you see The deep pain you causing me Cuz honestly This shit is way to much for me I'm drowning in my thoughts Cuz this shit is ocean deep The fire inside of my heart Is starting to reach its peak But you don't know Cuz The way you act is way to old I'm way to grown to deal with yo childish ways Like customer service I deal with bullshit everyday This drink inside my hand It really got me numb to the pain I'm Stumbling skies red Damn I can't even think All these heavy ass thoughts It's like I'm carrying a tank But let me leave you with this Was it a hit or a miss Think you got a bullseye But you really just missed How you could neva be wrong But seemingly always right That's why I'm like a ninja I'll just fade off into night How you faced with the truth And still choose to really lie See I'm just speaking my mind And on my heart and all the times That you really was out Committing emotional crimes That's why you locked away Forever deep in my mind So how am I the bad guy Cuz I chose to be free instead of Being a slave to your mind I can't believe I feel this The way you coming at me wrong Tells me I don't really mean shit I guess this is it I'm clocking out of this bitch Better yet I think imma fucking quit Cuz everytime I come in this bitch I'm always stuck with somebody that can't even commit I'm lost on the road Don't know where to go I'm tryna find my heart And tryna find my soul Realty switching Times is glitching Holes in my heart I don't know What I'm missing Reality switching My heart is missing My minds canceled I need an extension That's not to mention The Times is glitching Thinking of past I hate reminiscing Holes in my heart I don't know what I'm missing It's hard to control When ya mind is nitpicking Think bout this And that F*ck being happy Let's be sad Stuck in the past like samurai jack