Broken Trust

She gave me her heart so open so true Her love was a fire steady and new But I played with the flames careless and blind Now the ashes are all that I can find She looked at me with hope in her eyes And I tore it apart with a thousand lies Now I wonder if love's ever enough When the weight of regret is this damn tough What if she loves me but I let her down? What if I'm the reason she wears this frown? I held her trust and I let it slip Now her faith in me is starting to rip I'd give the world to rewind the time To mend the heart I broke and make it mine Her laughter's a ghost that haunts my mind A melody lost I can't seem to find Every word I spoke now feels like a sin Breaking the soul she let me in She gave me her all and I gave her doubt Now I'm drowning in what I can't live without Didn't know her love was the light I'd lose Now I'm lost in the dark with nothing to prove What if she loves me but I let her down? What if I'm the reason she wears this frown? I held her trust and I let it slip Now her faith in me is starting to rip I'd give the world to rewind the time To mend the heart I broke and make it mine If I could hold her hand just one more day I'd tell her the words I couldn't say That I'm sorry for the damage I've done She's the battle I lost when I thought I'd won The scars on her heart they mirror mine A painful reminder of wasted time But if she's still there I'll fight for her trust Rebuild what I shattered from the dust What if she loves me and I still can mend? What if this isn't where it all has to end? I'll hold her trust like it's made of gold A fragile treasure never letting go She loves me still and I'll make her see I'll be the man she deserves me to be