Dear Diary,

Give me a minute to explain just how my brain is different I have to fidget the twitching receiving pointed fingers They call me lazy but really my mind's in different places reciting rhythms and words is what keeps my soul complacent As a youngin' all I had was my momma kept me grounded when my stepfather had tried to drag me under But now I wear my crown as a proud man and I'm honored to be brought up by bravest most considerate The greatest and most spirited amazing person in this fucking mess we call a world My only wish is to be half as strong as her Then i could handle anything that I had to endure But I'm just being me i know my thoughts may sound absurd That's the reason that I'm living see heroes turn into villains then taking up on the mantle and bringing power to children The ones still in the dark the ones that need a spark in they heart just take a listen I promise things will be different That's why I'm writing Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Now honestly I got some issues It's hard to sleep at night closing my eyes awakes a demon now I'm fighting for my life I'm thinking that I might have to take some medication to stop the sleeping hallucinations from seeping into my brain Man the road that I'm on is draining and always feels like it's raining and constantly tears me down 'till my heart it is palpitating My mind is stuck in a battle of bashing my fucking brain into every fucking issue i come across in my lane Now I'm stuck in this twisted game don't need therapy for the pain This is a diary where i can bleed freely onto a page I have heard that the first step to controlling your trauma is to acknowledge the problem and so i'll start with this passage i wrote in my- Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary Dear Diary Dear Diary (Dum-dum-de-dum-dum) Dear Diary