2019

I pull up on thesceneAbyss16 501JeansNikeCortezMad Dogger's Bumpin' Eazy E Real MF' G's You can'tclaimthesestreetsif you did no dirt Put in No work Or had apager@ that Slangin' weed or meth orcracksacs With aStrapin your lap Action weaboutthat F*ckswallowingmypridePinoy till I die Staring at the sky Wonderingaboutmy time And if I'mgonnamake it? There'srulesto this sh*t I can't fake It Tru The game Toop Is the name But you know me as that lilcrazymf Supersuckaducka Size you up asanotherdumb mf I done seen sh*t you couldn'tbelieveMight lookinnocentto adegreeIn hindsight, All Iwantedwas, to go to aUniversityInstead ofbeinga "g" But oh well I'llguessI'll take it instrideThat's just part of life Wondering why? All mylovedones had to die Some @ ayoungage Now myfamilyain't the same Thinking how am Igonnamake itthroughanother day Without all the ties to the past Hoping mom and dad don't pass They'regettingolder Raised ayoungsoldier Trained to take over That's thetruthof thematterI used to be a f*ck upgettinghigher than aladderSometimes I feel like Iwalkedrightunderit All this bad luck I can't get over it Day by day but they say won't don't kill you make youstrongerAll the goodtimesare nolongerAll toourselvesWhen we used to behelladeep Friends andfamilyEither gone orpassedaway I got 1thingon my mindthesedays Making sure mymommastraight and my dadstayshealthy Growing up was astruggleBut now that we got a lilsomethingto our name It's a lot tojuggleNo one left tocelebratethe goodtimesDamn how time Flies