All I Do (depression)

You think that I am and I think that you are delusional The way we stopped talking the grieving deserved its own funeral We left it for dead left so much unsaid back in December And sometimes I'll sit try to recall it but I hate to remember All I know is I don't hear your laugh after my stupid jokes And when I walk through my front door it feels like a house Way more than a home and All I do is miss you I miss being important more than a sad part of your story I miss you in my kitchen talking shit about exes that aren't me Yea there was a whole lot I should've but didn't communicate Cause how can I say how I'm feeling when I don't know what I felt in the first place All I know is I don't hear your laugh after my stupid jokes And when I walk through my front door it feels like a house Way more than a home and All I do Is want second chances Take second glances At every silver toyota that passes Forget all the plans that We had for our band and Ignore all the photos I hid in my nightstand Buy shit that I don't need So your shelves aren't empty Yea all that I do is try not to feel lonely All I do is miss you All I do All I do is miss you