Cereal at Midnight

I'll pack my life incardboardboxes I'llpaintapictureof alandscapeonce forgotten Ofwatercolortrees and lilacs And myhopesand dreams Would you know athingabout that I'llforgetwhat itmeanstobreatheand Make up a list of all of life'spositivereasons I'll wrap mybraininplastichopingsomethinggood will happen Would you know athingabout that And Iguesseverything is fine when it's all pain all of the time And youforgethow itfeelsto feel right Still it getscolderand it's hard, can yourdreamsgo far too far You'restillthatlittlegirl that night You'll give mecerealat midnight Say, baby, don't you cry You'll make it past all this forgreaterbliss, you're perfect Keep on trying I'll stop andcountto ten repeated I'llfantasizeabout the day that Icouldbeat it Theselittledreams and busystreetsOh, goodness, they mean nothing When yourbrainwon't stop Cause when you take it day by day all of the time justfliesaway It's the same oldshadeof grey all of the time As if you didn't have to grow back when itstartedyears ago I'd give my life to feel like it wasreallymine You'll give mecerealat midnight Say, baby, don't you cry You'll make it past all this forgreaterbliss, you're perfect Keep on trying And I've beenleaningon theprecipiceofcrazyfor the lasttwentyyears And I've beendreamingof abattleI won't win, oh, I knew it, I fear it I hope to be the girl you wanted Brag to your friends,maybeyou'll end with Shit, my baby's got it Do I Do I Do I Do I Do I Do I Oh, you'll give mecerealat midnight Baby, don't you cry You'll make it past all this forgreaterbliss, you're perfect Keep on trying Keep on surviving Istillneedcerealat midnight God, Mama, Istillcry I'll make it past all this forgreaterbliss I'm perfect, I'll keep trying CouldsomedayI bebiggerthings? For youtaughtme thebiggerthings I'll keep on trying