Standing Ovation

I stay active, and I stay live And Igrindthis shit out from 9 to 5 I'm gon' give this shit ahundredtries Till I find a bar I've beenlivingin mirage Psychonaut, I'ma gotravelto Mars Look at thiseffectthat I cause The lack of her love got megoingthrough withdrawal I look at what I got, I say this shit not enough I'mtrynadrown in mywealthandleaveem' all in the dust Raise thembluntsto the sky Cause I can sell you my secrets But they comepackedwith my demons And I done told a ton of lies man you bestbelieveit I beenfeverdreamin Myfuturedone seen it, myinsanitycreeping I remember, one room,threedifferent bedssharingas kids Mamasneighborsjust gotraidedby the feds Stashed thatounceof weedunderthe bed And thefiendsoff thestreetact like my onlyfriendswhat That's alonelylife, with no end in sight Theyforgetthemselves, anddemonsthey go idolize Got my backagainstthe wall, I'mscreamingF*ck em all Cause I'ma make it happen Buy me acouplethings only that I imagine It's astandingovation, I've been on agrindandpatientlywaiting, Dirtychuckson the pavement Dreaming that Ifinallymade it F*ck mywholelife I've been alone Ineverfound asinglewayfuckinhome I done want off the map Don't know when I'll be back I've been the greatest, and you know that that's facts And for too long I donefakedit MyillusionsI've been chasing Our days beennumberedand your love I done fumbled I'llfinishthe bottle, andregretthat tomorrow God I'lldrownin my sorrow I'm so high man I'mflyinglike a sparrow Man I'll die for what I'mpreachingand you know that that's certain Look what youlearningwhen you pull back the curtains, yeah I'mheavensent, now I'm hell bound What I lost, it ain't beenfoundI'ma be the talk of the town Smoking off that loud pack, ask for mylocationwhere I'm at, Dreaming, snoozing Bout' how I'll make all my racks Yeah, They say I ain't the one I'vealreadyconvincedmyselfthat this lostbattlealready won I feel the rush, the dustsettleCyborg I'm all metal Beastlosingthemcursedpetals Shout out toBardofor the instrumental That's alonelylife, with no end in sight Theyforgetthemselves, anddemonsthey go idolize Got my backagainstthe wall, I'mscreamingF*ck em' all Cause I'ma make it happen Buy me acouplethings only that I imagine It's astandingovation, I've been on agrindandpatientlywaiting Dirtychuckson the pavement Dreaming that Ifinallymade it F*ck mywholelife I've been alone Ineverfound asinglewayfuckinhome