Fade Away (feat. L.U.Q)

I'm down heretrynareminisce But my head wasn'tstraighttobeginwith Everything I do Ipretendpeace Then I fall back down to the blackness Man I was just a kidbehindthe fences Wanna be thevoicealways my intention Now I'mgrowingmy nuts for this rap shit Bless for thechanceI willneverwaste it Sometimes I feel Ishouldwrite more I don't even know what I'mfightingfor Surrounded by allthesefake peers Eventhoughour bond had take years Alwaysneutralby any means When the circle'stightI'm enemy Y'all only hit me up when I'm benefit Just know that y'all ain'thelpingme All the shit y'all do juststressingme So I fade away Y'allchasingdebts Immachasemydreamsthen Resurrect Like a new tyson I wassuicidalnow I'm acruelfighter Withtheserhymes in my head I'mtrynabe afluentwriter It's me and nish on part one I'mfinishhere but we are not done I'malonebut I ain't lonely I'll bestandingon my own two feet You got a lot to sayaboutme You do you and imma do me Everybody gottheirstory If I don'tbelieveyou then I'm sorry Youshouldjust be yourself Instead ofbeingsomebody you're not Talking too muchmakingshit up on the spot I got thewingsbut Istillcannot fly Imovedthestickbut it won't let me drive Triedmovingon from the past But they stay up with me just to eat me alive Lately I feel more alone I got somefamilyturn into foes Can't let the ops get the best of me Theytrynakill me Cos theywannasit on my throne Everything I do is simple Say time is money, butmoneyain't ample People besayingthe most But I say the least Can't f*ck withwhoeveryou please My mind is full with the P's Calling for help and Ihighlightedplease Brothers behatingme,killingme,cursingme Cos in myshoeswhere theywantedto be Playing the game like theyfollowthe leader I ride twowheelsbut Ineverwas eager Now you thepirateand I am the peter Cos you like to show but I'malwaysthe thinker We got the theproblemswe say it's a lot Wewannawin but weneverask god Youwannamake it but youneverdo it Now you besittingyoustartingto rot I mademistakesand I know that they show Forgive and love me if I were to go Call up my mom so she won't be alone Now to cope I just rap and i flow Credit to her cos shegrindwhen we poor All byherselfshe beraisinga four Grew up wroachesandsleepingon sofas I knew I had less, but Icountedas bless Whencomparedto the rest Can't let the thestressget the best of me F*ck what you say and I'll be what Iwannabe F*ck what you do, if youthinkthat is cool People,leavethe fake company Open your eyes They in disguise Know weheadedfor the star and the skies Couple odollarbechangingmy friends Everyreadyfor theytragicdemise Emotions at play Wrote down the words With mytearson the page I know you used to befollowingfriends Youshouldprioritisemakingyour plans For your own self Money ain't everything Happy is wealth Lovin is wealth Turn all my pain into wealth Turn all my pain into wealth Turn all my pain into wealth I'malonebut I ain't lonely I'll bestandingon my own two feet You got a lot to sayaboutme You do you and imma do me Everybody gottheirstory If I don'tbelieveyou then I'm sorry Youshouldjust be yourself Instead ofbeingsomebody you're not Talking too muchmakingshit up on the spot