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You ain'tbrownenough You ain'twhiteenough You get down too much Who am I to judge Damn Noreallywho am I, can you tell me Beentrynafigure for myself It ain't helping Am I thesymposiarchruling over dark I'mfeelingcut up just like an open heart Man I'mfeelinglike I'm bout to hit my roof I'm so up and down But onlyplaceI'mfocusedis the booth Man I'mbokehout it Ireallyhope you'redoubtingso it ain't just me My mind'splasteredwith a signdeclaringvacancy So I don't see you when you wave at me I've got a dead pool I've beenwadingin But wait a min I feel like mybonesareweigheddown by thestateI'm in My home ain'tproudto see the way I've been Nophonecall out here tosavourand It'slonelyin thespacethat I'mplayingin I'mfloatingfar away from thesaviourThat I'mprayingwith You ain'tbrownenough, you ain't man enough You ain't loud enough, you don'tstandenough You ain'twhiteenough, you ain'ttannedenough You ain't hype enough, you ain'tgrandenough You ain'twhiteenough You ain'tbrownenough You don'twriteenough Feel I'm out of luck Damn Times havechangedsince Ismiledto see thelightof day Known to hide away, my smile'sfadedto a kind of grey But I ain'tsignedmy fate I've got mypridealthough it's mild of late Only wish I had thepeaceof mind of some kind of pay Thesignshave stayed Althoughinsideit's alldefiledand empty Theshelvesare there But thewaresare all avacantmemory Thefloorsarefilthyand atenthof the rent is plenty IguessIshouldhave left buthindsightis 20/20 Could make a hit and not havefortifiedtomorrow with it Get athousandplays but notaffordto buy alottoticket The plot has thickened Can'tsleepwhile I have that to bury KindastarttothinkImighthave peaked With I feel bad already