Confused

I amhappyI am sad I amconfusedPeoplearoundme They also can notchooseItriedBelieve me ItriedBut My life didn'tchangefor awhileNomatterhow i try Far for mydreamswithmilesNothing can i dobesidecry Every time IthinkI lie to myself DontworryShe said NohurryI amconfusedHold my hand I amhappyI am sad I amconfusedPeoplearoundme They also can notchooseItriedBelieve me ItriedBut My life didn'tchangefor a while Nothing is the same Nothing is real I look at At themirrorNothing i can feel Life its not easy Believe me dont feel me Oh Hold my hand I amconfusedHold my hand I am confused