Sick of it

I was a little girl Scared of everybody I knew I started hating myself a little younger They said this is not good you have to glow I don't know why this world is so cruel I'm just a teenage girl you don't tell me what to do Being thiner did not fill the void inside me oho Starving myself for too long Don't know how I survived that through Those voices won't stop No matter what I do They said you tried your best But I don't think that's true Friends are telling me to stop But I don't want to I don't know why I have no clue I'm so sick of it Sick of feeling this I will never be enough You know nothing so don't bluff It's about the secret I've never told anyone before I lost all I had Just for those god damn beauty standards I put myself in I don't know why this world is so cruel I'm just a teenage girl you don't tell me what to do You can't see it You can't feel it But I'm dying here Do you think I'm fine? Oh that's a crime You can't see it You can't feel it But I'm dying here I lost my happiness I lost myself Do you think I'm fine? Oh that's a crime Those voices won't stop No matter what I do They said you tried your best But I don't think that's true Friends are telling me to stop But I don't want to I don't know why I have no clue I'm so sick of it Sick of feeling this I will never never be enough You know nothing so don't bluff