Never Me

What a beautiful hoax it is to have your eyes on me Intoxicated by the words from your lips, so sweet I can hardly breathe Giving me enough to never let go Holding out hope when I already know That look in your eyes when you tell me we're fine Is a cruel way to say goodbye The blame is on you for the tears that fall at night The blame is on you for the start of every fight I sat here praying and waiting for it to be me When I know that I'm someone you'll never see The blame is on you for making me think That it was me You're another story to tell I went through hell just trying to find where I fit in Never quite with the plan, you cut and ran Now I'm trying to find myself again Giving me enough to never let go Holding out hope when I already know That look in your eyes when you tell me we're fine Is a cruel way to say goodbye The blame is on you for the tears that fall at night The blame is on you for the start of every fight I sat here praying and waiting for it to be me When I know that I'm someone you'll never see The blame is on you for making me think That it was me It was naive, it was a false hope you would stay around You took the best piece and you buried me beneath the ground You showed your colors, played your hand I finally understand What I thought was you Was never true The blame is on you for the tears that fall at night The blame is on you for the start of every fight I sat here praying and waiting for it to be me When I know that I'm someone you'll never see The blame is on you for making me think That it was me It was never me