Broke My Heart

I'mafraidof the dark, but I'dratherhave all thelightsoff Nightmares when I sleep, I hate when I benoddingoff Pain on my body, I can't wipe it off with lysol Fighting with mydemonsall night, they know I hate war And thisdepressiongot mebeefingwith my family Angerinsidegot me saying, shit, I ain't mean Pushing all the ones I love away Shit, I feel like I need therapy If we justbeinghonest, I'm just mad The ones who had my back was the ones who did me bad I puteverybodyfirst Theypostponedme, put me last Every time I want to cry, I'm the joker I just laugh, huh, I don't know The shit I used to do, I don't do that shit no mo And Ishouldbe outside, but I'dratherbe at home Yeah, I'dratherthug alone Yeah, I'dratherthug alone Youbrokemy heart Youbrokemy heart Youbrokemy heart Youbrokemy heart Lately, it's been hard ThemdoubleA's in my back It's been dead, I ain't charged Managersscrewedme over andmusicI lost the spark I keepfightingon this path, even when I see the fog They don't want to see me win, but I can't let them see me fall Everything isagainstme, and I'mstillstanding tall I cut offbondsthat I wish wasstillhere But you ain't play your part And that's whatbreaksmy heart Don't stab me in my back, stab me in my chest I want to look you in your eyes just to see regret Don't talkaboutme when I'm not around Let me hear what you said And you ain't f*ck with me You could've told me not just give me less You did me coldwithoutadiamondtest Then you foul me out, yeah,withoutthe ref Then you madepromisesyouneverkept Tired ofdoingright by motherfuckers Who keepmovingleft Youbrokemy heart Youbrokemy heart Youbrokemy heart Youbrokemy heart