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It's been acouplemonths And youforgotabout me Said that i wouldn't front But youreallyforgotaboutme After how much i did for you How much i put you on I was glad i had you in my life But now youforgoteverything i did along Yeah I'mlivingin the city of wonder Ain'tgonnaplay nice anymore Tried to text you over and over But that got me ondeliveredmore Why dopeopledo this Theywannaplay me like a fool Thinking that its cool But i'mtiredofbeingused like a tool Gave you aplatformnow youtreatme like rubber Icoulddrop you just to go on and find another But then that'll lose thehistorythat we have Remember thedarknessthat we had Now it's all gone and iforgotthat i'mforeverlosing myself And i can't behappywith myself Thought i had you by my side but now you're just like the rest of them And I'msorryto say this But why did you evenswitchsides It's been acouplemonths And youforgotabout me Said that i wouldn't front But youreallyforgotaboutme After how much i did for you How much i put you on I was glad i had you in my life But now youforgoteverything i did along Do Ireallyneedanythingtoreallybe happy When i wanthappinessto come from others Maybe i'mjealouswhen itcomestostayingundercover When i can't show my face,becausei feel like a disgrace Hate got me to this way, now you're out here playin With all myemotionsand thoughts All this fame i got, is it bought? Orreallycould i have achanceto pop off Andwouldpeople love me for me Or justpreferme for mymoneylike always I just want onefriendwho gets my ways And not have them act like they'regettingpaid Getting laid issomethingthat'sgottawait Pain issomethingthat can't be ok To show in thepubliceyecausethey'll all say That i'm weak andalwaysget down on my knees Sucking up toeverythingthat don't come For free Butthesepeople out here they all justwannabe your friend When themoneyandpoweredfame goes with you to the end Wondering if thepeoplearound me are just pretend But i'm justparanoidand lost with theconsciouswithin So godpleaselet me try to makethesefriends Because we live ashortlife and i don't want this to end Without aproperclosure ofmakingsomeone happy