Anxiety

I woke up feeling guilty again I saw the disease that's inside of my head I try to keep an open mind That just keeps me up at night I can't believe a word I say Anyway it's all the same So watch me fall I will act like no one saw I'm drowning I'm drowning Here I go I did it again It's all in my head I'm going back to bed Duality and contradiction A home remedy and self prescription The dr says it's add depression and anxiety I can't believe a word they say Anyway it's all the same So watch me fall I'll pretend like no one saw I'm drowning I'm drowning Here I go I did it again It's all in my head I'm going back to bed I am so fed up of trying to explain Can they hear me Am I insane That's recovery I've got to fight myself And find a way to keep my head above the water I won't blame my demons Cause I put them all there myself I drown all my problems in lust and nostalgia I'm Someone that I used to know And I'm letting go I'm drowning I'm drowning Oh my god I did it again It's all in my head I'm going back to bed