A Glimmer of Hope

A glimmer of hope I hold it in my hand Watch it slip away It's gone again This feeling will pass Someday so will I A bitter old man Who was too scared to try again It's stuck in my mind I need to feel this I've spent my life Wondering why I always avoid feeling alive I'm repeating myself This shit never ends I brace for the crash Before I begin This hole in my heart Is all I can bear There's no way I can't go wandering there again It's stuck in my mind I need to feel this I've spent my life Wondering why I always avoid feeling alive