A Cure for Sadness

Dwell not on this feeling It's not it who should be winning They don't believe I'm leaving I guess it's easier than clinging I've seen so many faces Been to all those places Nothing ever lingers Enough to make me live there I might move up to the mountains Like I said when I was twelve Maybe I'll come around And I'll learn to love myself I've seen you on your illness You always stood back up You saw me being dishonest And I made us grow apart I seek pleasure on simple things I'm numbed by all the rest I'd say I tried my best But what I try is not to think Yet I found comfort in seclusion When my days are at their darkest My one and true solution My treasured cure for sadness And I'll never make you proud I know this for a fact For us it's just an act But damn, you could've tried I'll pack my things and leave There might be enough to keep you here But it's just not for me I leave everyone that holds me dear