If I Knew

The universe seems to agree That i should just sit down and grieve Cause healing will come to me I've learned my lessons yeah I'm young Haven't gotten far but I'll strum alone Is the reason why I'm singing this song And if I knew how much I hated you I would've went and found some help if knew That I'd lose my self I would of found a new rout to get out of this hell I sit down and think to myself I wish I was somebody else Feels like help is on the highest shelf I'm so sick and tired of all these fake smiles Feels like my laughs has been gone for a while I got another 6 miles And if I knew how much I hated you I would've went and found some help if I knew That I'd lose my self I would of found a new rout to get out of this hell My enjoyments been gone for a few day My head feels like an empty space With hurricanes going throughout my brain Sometimes I can't gather the words To express how my emotions work My happiness it has been the worst And if I knew how much I hated you I would've went and found some help if I knew That I'd lose myself I would of found a new rout to get out of this hell