Meaning in This Madness

Verse 1 Is it true? That mymeaningisderivedfrom misery When did I let thatbecomemy identity Today Istoppedgoing to therapy I felt achangeand thatconflictedme Chorus Isthereameaningin this madness Or have I just lost my mind Why are thetimesofstillnesssoburdenedfor the blind They sure don't pack the same punch cs thelonelyafternoon Somehow, I gotaddictedto thecreaturesin my room Verse 2 My desires, they seek todrownwhen my head's on fire How did I let my will expire Is it my pride Or theangerfor myself I won't part ways with my selfinflictedache Chorus I feel ameaningin this madness Or have I just lost my mind Why are thetimesofstillnesssoburdenedfor the blind They sure don't pack the same punch cs thelonelyafternoon Somehow I gotaddictedto thecreaturesin my room