like a puppet

I'm tired of trying to breathe When you come around You're the reason why I'm hating how my music sounds This will be the death of me so bury me into the ground I hope it's just a feeling but it's Always and always Like a puppet you're controlling me I hope i'm always seventeen in your memories You know that I'll never leave I don't know what is wrong with me I need some melatonin I can never fall asleep Always and always They're all transparent to me But I can never read your mind Just say that it's fine I'm still wasting my time again I wish you were sitting right by my side It's been a while since we last spoke I'll tell you about the things that you want me to say I'm wasting days after days You always blow me away I'm so out of place and it's so hard to find you Can you hear my heartbeat when you're pulling me closer All I can think of is your four-leaf clover So many times when I thought it was over I just need some closure (Your hair on my shoulders) Will I save myself oh please You set this up for me All that you do is just waste my dopamine Why do I hate November I need your answer You know I'll remember Always and always Like a puppet you're controlling me I hope I'm always seventeen in your memories You know that I'll never leave I don't know what is wrong with me I need some melatonin I can never fall asleep Always and always Like a puppet you're controlling me I hope I'm always seventeen in your memories You know that I'll never leave I don't know what is wrong with me I need some melatonin I can never fall asleep Always and always