On and Off

Well I wondered late and I drove all night And I saw that holy golden light Maybe I got through, but it's too soon to see right See towns and cities by the sea But electricity's not good to me Don't have the words now, I'm feeling solitary But the wind is rolling of the sea And soon it's fall, I see it's falling You're never close enough to me It's always long, there's always longing Almost old enough to see There's good things here and good things missing It's on and off So often come to this If I'm made of my mama Maybe my mama's mostly made of me It's like the moonlight Just the sunshine, slowly Oh I'm just trying to reach you right But I always find you fortified Is it the leaving Guess that's also on my mind And the wind is rolling of the sea And soon it's fall, I see it's falling You're never close enough to me It's always long, there's always longing Almost old enough to see There's good things here and good things missing It's on and off So often come to this